The word “irresponsible” is maybe the worst remark that was ever thrown to me. The evil part and not ok is that, it was actually come out from my professor. A professor which absence in class is much than being present. He will even fail me just because he assigned something which I failed to do?

I admit, I’m not immediately concurring every time he is having his lectures. But how am I going to share my sides since his lectures are not related to our subject matter. I mean, I’m a type of person which prefers to be silent if uninteresting matters are tackled.

He is not also worthy to throw such word to me. He even late 2 -3 hours in our class. He supposes to act as good example. Or maybe because he can’t take any nasty move to me that is why his blood is boiling every time. Besides, I’m a boy and the rest of my classmates were girls, which is a good point to him. I maybe act judgmental to him but as the saying goes “actions speaks louder than words”.hehehe(manyak talaga cya).

My point is I may be irresponsible but it would be acceptable if the person who thrown such word to me is admirable enough. Yah, I know that he has lots of credentials and affiliations more than I have. But the point is he should act as a highly educated person should be.

I don’t care if he will fail me. Any way I will fail him also when the teacher’s evaluation will come.hahahaha..

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“Wow this is nice, I’ll buy this”……… few words that were used to come out in my mouth before.

Shopping is one of my hobbies, hobby which cost too much and could empty my wallet every week.

Though I only have small allowance still I don’t have the attitude budgeting it which attitude that still affects me every day.

Uncontrollable attitude that I can’t change though it makes me empty day by day. Monday to Wednesday would be the maximum run of my weekly allowance.

After then I’ll ask to someone to lend money especially to my classmates, then paying them the next week Which for sure people that makes “pautang” to me every week is getting annoyed. See, how wise but stupid attitude I have? A kind of attitude that an ambitious student could have.

Moreover,I couldn’t immediately ask extra money to my mom since we have cold treatment with each other as of this time…(Something personal that could make this legend long..hehehe).

Well actually, I really don’t know where and what would be my point in this blog …awwwwwww….hehehehe. It’s just so happen that these days I have to let my luxurious personal things stop for the meantime. Thinking that I have parents that could send exact allowance every week and its me who is making things hard every week because of being ambitious one. I’ll just end this nonsense legend hanging coz two of my officemate will use the PC.

But how could I change my uncontrollable attitude?

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Just this week things didn’t jive for good. Every thing as I observe is getting inferior. Things that is ridiculous or I should say maybe mental problem on me

I may sound funny and OA but that is how I felt about it. The worst thing is that, it was happen continuously just this week. “Forgetful mind” is the right term that I could describe.

It goes this way, last Wednesday I slept the whole morning and woke up late in the afternoon for an exam. After then, I was thinking that I only have one exam that day.

As I passed by somewhere in school, my foreign language classmate asked me that why I didn’t take the exam. I was immediately upset with the information I got since my mind freely fixed that I only have one exam that day where I was thinking that the “nose bleeding” subject will be on Friday.

It made me realize that the said case is passable coz it isn’t that big deal since I just forgot the schedule.

But just this afternoon, I came late to school and lighten up myself in the TN office. In difference, Carla informed me why I didn’t take our major exam. Where it may sound a lame excuse but I didn’t know again that we have an exam. ( I sound stupid and irresponsible person with this case right?). But I don’t know why this is happening.

Well I think everybody knew me being forgetful in some cases like misplacing things (cellphone, ID, wallet, paper works and etc .) But it’s just that I think something wrong and getting worst with my mind????? Or do I have to go to the specialist for further test? Hahahaha…..it’s just that Im scared that the following days I’ll gonna miss things again because of being forgetful.

Well, I hope that reading this blog could not yet conclude that I am ABNORMAL or Psychotic HUH!!??!!..OK?????.... Don’t worry my friends if I will , sultian tamu daon hehhe… bsta ahhhh… I really don’t knw about with this case……

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